I am so stuck

I am so down and out of it. I have been sick for like three days now. At least I have my voice back. Dude, I couldn't even talk to myself which I do often. The worst was not being able to sing. I do it all the time and couldn't make a sound. Hell, I couldn't even yell at my kids! LOL
I am very down with this weightloss thing. I thought it would be easier than this. The suppliment I am taking is not helping. I need a boost. I am hungry all the time, my hair is still fallling out. I need to go in for a physical. I mean, HELLO! I lose like a fistful of hair everytime I shower.
I am going to clean up my computer area. Must get off the computer. Right.....Nah, for real. I will get off as soon as I am finished typing. I could type forever and stall somemore.........

The great battle!

I have been in a battle for most of my life. The battle of the bulge as one might say. Weight has been an issue since elementary school. One of my friends had these two princess dresses and I needed one for a play. She was petite and I was normal size. Well, to a little girl, I was fat. From then on, I had issues. Not until recently did I realize this. I mean even in high school I wasn't that bad. I was about ten or twenty pounds over but that really isn't that bad. When I think back, I thought I was extremely obese. Geez, what I wouldn't do to be that size again.
I am done with my current situation. I am at my highest, even pregnant. Hopefully, this program I am working with will get me to the point where I can get it going and get my life back to normal. No back pain, knee pain, PAIN or being tired all the time. My biggest is I miss having the ability to play. Play sports confidently, rollerblading without fearing injury due to my being out of shape. I will conquer this!

• weight 258 pounds