I could see my life being so much different from what it is today. I watched Spanglish last night and wished that I could be similar to the wife in the movie, fitness wise. I would love to be in that kind of physical condition. Shoot, I have her mental condition right now! Nah, but I would love to see myself in that kind of gung ho fitness mentality. If I could just get on past the tired all the time phase.....
I just feeled so weighted down as I write. When you read this, does it just make you tired to think about my being tired? Just sluggish......I really would love to look on line for a toxin removal for my body. Something very vegan would do so well for me. I just feel full of junk, literally. I feel weighed down by burger and fries, junk food, chocolate, salt........even if I have to cut meat in general out to get myself cleaned out and 'lighter' in a sense. I am not talking weight wise. I feel physically weighed down in my insides and by all the extra water weight. Bi*ch and moan........DO SOMETHING YA LAZY B wach~
