My life seems to be one big migraine lately. I don't throw that term "migraine" around either. Think back to how many of your friends have b*tched about having one. Mine are migraines with aura. It starts with spots on your eyes that come from no where. You really can't see past them. Then the pain starts. I have been ill since Friday. Nonstop. All I want is to sleep. That is the only thing that keeps my eyes from falling out of my head.
What is my life? I read back on my old page. My family has their little goings on. Then there is me. I am in limbo. I totally redid my page and what am I doing? Nothing. Oh, wait. I am trying to lose all the FAT I have accumulated over the years of child bearing and depression. Now I must leave to sit in the bathroom for awhile.
Monday, May 30, 2005
Friday, May 27, 2005
I hate not having money!
You know, I really don't get it. I mean, I kinda do for now because I went to VA twice in a two week period for the birth of my niece. We make a HELL of a lot of money. We are left over with some $800 after bills and leaving $600 a month for food. Yet we are always hurting for money! I even have a family member paying me money monthly for a loan they owe me and we are STILL hurting! I allow my dh to spend here and there. Example: I was given $400 this past weekend for my loan. We spent $110 at Target. Dh decided he wanted a $20 game. He knew this had to last us through the week into the weekend. I relucantly agreed. Well, A**hole stuck in a $16 bottle of Ripped Fuel! This is how I feel I enable him. I allow it. I just am going to have to stick to my guns and be the B wach in this situation. I make a budget. A REASONABLE budget. Every two weeks I leave $300 for food and about $250 for incidentals. Mother F-R~! This is the base of my depression and crappy moods.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Long time, no see!
I have decided this will be more of a vent blog. I have a wonderful weightloss journal that is helping me wonderfully.
Well, I have been doing well with the weight loss. I still am coming up tired but have not been taking my vitamins like I should. Yeah, I am a retard. Also, I have been having a downer time. I felt better Monday. I figure Girl Scout camp did that for me. It was wonderful and refreshing! It helped me realize how much my weight hinders me. My bad ankle swole up something awful! Gross.
The kids' last day is tomorrow. I will have to keep them busy during the summer months. My plan is to cover a lot of Try its in their Try it book. It will be a load of fun! Michael can participate and have some fun, too. That and I would love to visit the library as well. Keep them reading. Hopefully, it will be a funfilled summer!
Well, I have been doing well with the weight loss. I still am coming up tired but have not been taking my vitamins like I should. Yeah, I am a retard. Also, I have been having a downer time. I felt better Monday. I figure Girl Scout camp did that for me. It was wonderful and refreshing! It helped me realize how much my weight hinders me. My bad ankle swole up something awful! Gross.
The kids' last day is tomorrow. I will have to keep them busy during the summer months. My plan is to cover a lot of Try its in their Try it book. It will be a load of fun! Michael can participate and have some fun, too. That and I would love to visit the library as well. Keep them reading. Hopefully, it will be a funfilled summer!
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